Subject: Rampage for finding my biggest fear Sat Apr 19 2008, 17:30
For a long time I thought you were absent. Now I know I was hiding from it. From you: Fear. Fear of failure at all kinds of aspects in my life. I noticed: Things I am affraid of I dont do at all. I avoid it. I ask my boyfriend if he can do it. I have this since I was 5. I love myself for finding this however I am more aware of this feeling and I do not like this feeling. Anyway: I appreciate you my fear! I axcept and appreciate you fear of failure!! I love you because of our confrontation and finding this old believes.I know it will get better. I know I can try things. I know I am supported by my loved one. I know I am doing the best I can from where I am standing right now. :tongue: I love the games in the astosnishing power of emotions. This game helps me too. I love I can use EFT. However I feel rescistance to it. I know I should do it when it feels like this. I love I can ask a spiritual healer I see soon. I love I make my own discision by not taking or apply for this job. I love it I make my own discision to figgure out what I want for this life? I love it to find my own private goal in this life. :smileyQ: I know it will happen. I know I have to let this go. I know I have to let the desire of wanting this so badly go. I know All is Well. I love this NOW.